hais..
started muggin lers..did whole MCQs on elasticity..*claps*..
den even did sum on labour market..
later goin to do history..

my life is in a mess..quite..feel like jus disappearin n study till a's..
wanna b in the company of laughter n love..
miss church..
both 2 of my relationships..
i went thru persecution..be it my earthly love or godly love..
there seem to b pple actin against it..
*in jesus name, i cast u away satan,leave mi alone u idiot!*
my dad hit me..my sister is dis-acknowledgin me..
jus wanna do a prayer in this diary..for i really need help to pull thru this..

Dear lord jesus, father hear my prayer.
lord i commit my life into ur loving hands father.
jesus my family is in a chaos lord
father i ask for u to come into this house n fill it with ur presence with such super abundance that we can do nothing but praise u..
lord jesus, just as i bravely after reading peter's story, i shall hold my bible up in the air n call out for u lord..
father i ask of u to give mi strength in this moment of weakness.
lord i ask for peace in this times of trouble..
calmness n confidence that u father will instill in me thru all this persecution..
lord father i pray for paul jesus, that lord.
u send him into my life shortly after i commit myself into ur hands lord.
that jesus prove it thru time n miracles to my family and mi that jesus he's my partner.lord let mi bear in mind at all times to be god's woman n child..
that i shall honor my partner n be the bridge n platform which brings him to u lord.
father i pray that lord father, you'll help him and be with him and answer all his prayer for he's your lost child father.
father i ask of u to bless me with ur aid and ur presence n anointing lord.
lord father i ask to hear more of u, to know that in times of sadness, you will b the emotional strength and support lord.
father i ask of u to make mi a better person n change my habits as i continue to grow in u lord.
lord let mi never backslide but call n yearn for u more n more each day.
father i ask of u to give mi protection against harm n gloom. to bring sunlight n laughter into my life n live fuly as a god's child.
father i pray for my family to have spiritual wisdom n for u to come into their lives
i pray for understanding n removal of guilt n inner peace for all that have done harm against mi lord, for they're ignorant jesus.
lord i sincerely pray for denise lord jesus, father i ask of u to b with her n to make her walk with u grow stronger each n everyday.
lord i life denise up into ur arms to care n nuture n father i pray that u'll give her a partner soon in life to love n care n support for her lord. father i ask of u to be with her in her heart n soul n heal her wounds.lord i pray that u'll mend our sisterhood n coat it wif you everlasting love n guide us thru united. father i really pray that you'll open her heart to accept paul for father i feel so torn in between both of them till i'm so hurt father..father i ask of u to built their relationship on the basis of opportunity n love like siblings lord. to unveil her eyes that are blinded n hatred and sorrow so that she can see a beautiful world u have created for us.
In jesus name, AMEN.

i hope this works..hee..anyways..i've given up on maintainin that.. i tink..simplicity is the best can!yest was terrific..thank god.,=)
was messy inititally though..nest time..point to note..mus organise properly..like book in advance or smth..very in-promptu..
neways..was killin myself bout attachin yue ding that file..#%##&#@%&
HUMF!
hees..was really ATROCIOUS jus now can..happily kickin ur pipi!(*___^)
neva in my life i play wif my stead this way..wait a min..i only have 2 can..really relax n had fun..*hugs*..thanks dear..
point to note(AAR)
1) stop tryin to kick mine too
2) its so act cute style..the way u kick me..mine is REALLY cuter..ren ming bah..=P
3) yr pipi is really too skinny le..muz grow more meat so i can kick kies?

got comments place lers!..hee..u can comment lers..lol..
mus b sleepin now..i go sleep lers..tata!

missing u+lovin u+*smacks n kicks ur pipi*..hees!
>.<

very bored ba..
jus tot of bloggin outta a sudden..lol..
an today woke mi up to ask mi retarded questions..
but ya..jus suddenly dawn upon mi..
she really noes mi inside out cans..-.-!!!..
u see if ya noe mi as well bahs
what's my fav color? what's my fav weather? fav type of pple(fat or skinny)?fav kinds of flowers? fav tattoo pattern(geoko,butterfly or scorpion?) fav kind of drink?
she noes all these can?wat the..*no privacy leis*..lol..
neways..read an email eugene gave..says sumthin like..ehem
when a gurl says she misses u..means nobody on earth will miss u more..
hee..zhen xi wo bahs..(i'm not bhb..its the fact..sumtimes..fact is stranger than fiction)..
oh n sis won really can eat.,=X..she really makes money worth..lol..
like non stop can..n she luffs out loud..she's suppose to be turnin 25 soon..
but she seems more hyper than mi can..>.<..n she's skinny..goodness!below 45!..but ya..she's a pretty thin..she wans to set up a dance sch..hees..looks like i found myself a potential business partner..lol..i LOVE to dance..*turn around*.n she got a degree in it..so its like SOOO cool!n we wanna go africa..to help the kids there..n mayb..jus my dream vision..the kids there will rock wif the music wif us..*stares dreamily*..den we can even be pop stars there..lol..*dear mus b shakin his head*..n her story wif bro sean i tink has many ups n downs..*gulps*..n she starts tellin mi how she went thru it..
n i realise bro sean is a dog man..hahs..sis von says "its amazing how all the dogs on the street looks like him!"..so cute rite?
that explains y he always intro himself by saying..
"i am married happily..wif a dog and still trying"..
well dear..i tink u'll look like anithin u love..
den dar..u're so fortunate..cos u look like mi..*if u wanna say thank u..then u're welcome.,=) n dun da my pipi..*=P..

get back mid years lers..*sobs..blow nose..*
is really man jiang hong cans..hais..teachers very disappointed..and so am i..
wo hui jia you de!!
n that stupid guy..*^#@@$^&..
wth.i tell u..
i'll hang him upside n spank his pipi cans!
compare compare..ren bi ren qi si ren..
oh ya..hee..i wonder will i ever run out of topics to talk to ya..
it was quite a concern at that the beginning..
i mean last time..we(mi n him)always cannot find things to tok about..
but we are like a bunch of CHATTERBOX los..
jus wanna thank u..
for being very understandin..
for matchin my style..
for bein a copycat of me..
for holding mi in the crowd..
for always lettin mi noe u love mi..
for waiting patiently..
for bringing a smile into my day..
for wakin mi up every mornin..
for going into church with me..
for loving me even when i'm a christian..
for jus bein you..
and mostly..
for loving mi..
love you always..muacks!=)

i'm sick..budden i'm sho happi..my first day fasting..lotsa temptations..yeaps..plus gastric..but god's wif mi.,=)..did quite time even..lols..learn bout we do not need to pay god a bill for our sins cos jesus had died to settle that payment..we mus learn now to be a slave of the lord..a slave of righteousness..to break free from our former master-sin. neways..cute rites.,magical sammie..i'm a witch wif god's magic.,woohoo~..
from now i'll faithfully blog.,*jesus help mi,amen!*.,jus tot that i wanted to share my testi wif others..in case ani non-believers chance upon tis sight..(yes.,u!).,den they can see n hear from mi.,
oh..i'm gonna let ya b the first to noe mi blog.,lol..wonderin shuld i let others noe too?wanna let the world noe..i have many lurves in life..god..my family.,color pencils n ya.,=).,that's y i name the blog this way..*hugs*..silly mi..jus sho proud of ya ba..wanna show off a little..
ahem..
i own the 2 best wizard in the world..
they practise ancient magic called love.,
one of them is called M.I.N.E..*gals backoff..shoo!*..
the other loves the world.,n he's the one i wanna share.,
muacksmuacks..hee..saw huiz blog..suddenly rmbered the chocolate..
forgot to show ya..remind mi ya?i was tellin hui..i wanna eat it!

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