hee~
my dar will be bloggin here wif me from now onwards. yippee!

i'm down wif mumphs.
i really am swollen.
means monday was my last day teachin.
sad~

I WANNA GO SHOPPIN WITHOUT PAYIN :D
i really wan to get nice shirts to bring to UK.
i am goin out with the kids on sat wif a swollen face.
hai~

MY KIDS MISS ME.

ya. i knew they would.
i'm too nice. X:

anyways kids here refer to both my students n my cadets.
xingzilah quote "samantha would sure understand me"

you know, i tink the posting sucks. but well. not my problem
i ORD lo. oops.
is i POP lo. (too much dar's influence)

anyways, today is my last so cheong remedial. :DDD
finally. -.-
i seriously tink dar not happi wif me doin so much as a relief teacher. denise also.

i saw a nice phrase in the "zhang xiao xian" novel today.
"wo men wang wang can bu dao sheng ming de xing fu, shi ying wei, ta gen shang xing yi yen lei hun he zai yi qi" --- i tink its true.
onli thru adversity does one know how to treasure and love others

i miss ATF, feng yuan and all (esp irritatin warden)
but i miss my sleep and bed more. (x
so TOO bad. LOL.

i hope jessie gets to go with me. i really pray for that.
"lord please help her" ):
i feel that i'm selfish.

oh oh! i know what i wan for my farewell gift.
*hint hint*
i wan McArthur's re-written version of the bible.
because it explains it. i wun feel so clueless anymore.
i also wan a cross to bring along with me everywhere i go.
i wan a wooden one to put in my room.
*let the lord's love and power overwhelm me~
wee~*

i tink jesus must be tinkin i'm beyond comprehension.

sumtimes, when i joke bout him, i often tink, "wat if one day i really get to meet him?"
it'll look kinda embarressing because he knows everythin i says bout him.

i concluded i have 2 options
1. faint
2. pretend to faint.

i've gotten a new lappi (3 cheers~)
i made my phone crack

I'm mugging intensively..for my kids in skoool (diaos)..
uni's gonna start.
i'm goin to exeter. :D
but jessie is not goin wif me. ):

anyways. dar is so sweets.
he placed my thumbdrive in my wallet so i wun forget.
*sweet*

bein a teacher i realised,
is a thankless job. hais~
i also realised bein a teacher is neva 9-5.
it so draining.. and killing
its also heavy load *beware*..
but i really love my children. they're nice (nt exactly), quite appreciative at times.
I HOPE they'll do well for their CA.

wanna dedicate a prayer to me and pple around me.
i pray lord, that this route to exeter is in ur plans for me.
i pray the journey to exeter and the journey of my studies is a glorified one.
lord i know its in you to see me prosper, may i also grow spiritually in ur grace lord.
i also hope father, you show due grace upon me.
be my courage to conquer hearts, to have ur wisdom in my choice of friends
and for everyone to love me as i love them as how you will always love me.
let everythin be done with ur touch, lord.
let everythin be done in ur will god.
lord give me ur strength as determination and willpower to study.
lord bless me with grace and to be like you so as to pull through the period of loneliness.
let me be consoled in times of weakness, knowin that i'm neva alone because you are just beside me.

god i also pray for my relationship, let everythin be done in your will father.
i pray paul will see the light and love of yours.
i pray we will embrace you together.
lord, let ur love be the reason for ours.
let ur courage and strength see us through.
lord, i pray that we will walk hand in hand with you, not be sight but by faith.
i pray father that this test of time will be overcome with ur wisdom in us and to emerge even stronger for u will be our fuel and flame for love.

lord i also pray for my sisters.
to give them wisdom to see the light, to be their companion in times of weakness.
for denise lord, my dearest gal.
lord, i know all of us often take her for granted.
let her find herself important to u
let her be strong and resilience with ur courage
let her be loved by all as much as she loves you.

for elvira, lord, grant her wisdom to see
courage to face the adversities of life
and love for her to face the softness of nature once again.

as for jo, my youngest lord.
i commit her into ur hand, i hope father u will show her as much grace as me.
to be her compass in her lost world
to show her ample love and care
to nurture her well and strong under ur wing god.

i praise u lord, for u are un-comparable
u're omega, my almightly
my lovin father
thank you god, for creatin me and for you lord.
i praise you god and thank you for listenin and heedin my prayer.
i pray in jesus name, amen

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