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From: Scott, Jenny
Sent: 30 October 2008 16:52
To: King, Jennifer
Subject: FW: theory of mangement

Dear Jenny

Please will you respond to this student. The work she handed in was one of the best student pieces.
If we can allow her to stay on the programme and it’s relevant to her study programme here – can we do so?

Many thanks
Jenny

hehe. jus to gloat over myself. for the hardwork ladies and gentlemen.
for putting behind all my loved ones.
sometimes. these makes all.
insignificant.
i am going to break away from the olds.
and look forth for thou shall be magnific.

ok. jus me really being mad for 2 emails. aiya.
now u noe. studyin can make u so stressed till u go crazy.
i'm gonna drink wine.(i've byn an alcoholic recently, keep drinkin wine)
anyways. MOSCARTEL. is my bestest sweetest fren =))
in slumber i shall embrace u.
whilst sober. u shall lie afar.(onli if u drink wine u'll understand)

失去才会懂得珍惜
但我珍惜你伤越痛就是爱越深我不相信
你和我同时停止呼吸每一次我们靠近
你让我忘了困惑忘了所有烦心我把你紧紧拥入怀里捧你在我手心
谁叫我真的爱的就是你
在爱的纯净世界你就是我唯一永远永远不要怀疑
我把你当作我的空气如此形影不离
我大声说我爱的就是你在爱的幸福国度你就是我唯一
我唯一爱的就是你我真的爱的就是你！！！
失去才会懂得珍惜但我珍惜你伤越痛就是爱越深 我不相信
你和我同时停止呼吸每一次我们靠近你让我忘了困惑忘了所有烦心 OH！！！
我把你紧紧拥入怀里捧你在我手心谁叫我爱的爱的就是你
在爱的纯净世界你就是我唯一永远永远不要怀疑
我把你当作我的空气如此形影不离我大声说我爱的就是你
在爱的就幸福国度你就是我唯一
我唯一爱的就是你我真的爱的就是你！！！
就是你~~~~~~~~就是你~~~~~~就是你~~~~~~~
我把你紧紧拥入怀里捧你在我手心谁叫我真的爱的就是你
在爱的纯净世界你就是我唯一永远永远不要怀疑
我把你当作我的空气如此形影不离我大声说我爱的就是你
在爱的就幸福国度你就是我唯一
我唯一爱的就是你我真的爱的就是你
我唯一爱的就是你我真的爱的就是你

u gave me tis song last yr durin our anni.
miles apart.
its our anni now. and i'm givin u tis song back. =)
i shall always remember.
when i asked u to describe our r/s u said this.
"more than yesterday, lesser than tomorrow."

happy anniversary love. i love u.
(accordin to sg time pls)

u noe. for the first time i find approachin sumone hard.
abit like doin too much.
u noe wat i'm sayin?

i dunno. i jus feel i can connect with him u know?
like i used to feel so outta e place its unbelievable.
cos like in england.
its jus so different.
=(

but ya. now i'm ok.used to the pace.
study when i'm bored.
cook and ya.bathe.slp.
one day done.

but it the past it was cryin so much.
unbelievable.
anways. should i ask him along for like dinner or smth?
cos its like so ke lian u noe. i tink i should right.hmmm.

on a chippier mood.
tmr i'm goin dinner n movies. =DDD
hee. quite excited.

kan dao ren jia kai xin.
gang gang zhui ru aii he.
wo hen xiang ta.

i rmber den he jus ya.
pian ler wo.
no lahs~hahas(better nt let dar see tis)
he jus er. wat did he do.
oh ya oh ya.bus ride after ATC.i ask for his no.
cos i deleted it previously.(wanted to forget him)
he said."nah, forget it. u wun contact me one."
den ya.tok n tok. den i cried. den i honestly told him. i missed him all these months. ya.
he kissed me.

see. so EVIL~
stole my kiss.
den i told him."okok. i got a levels.cannot get involve. jus today. today we'll b a ONE day couple."

apparently the word "ONE". din get into his brain.
we went to pasir ris.
that's it. i was fallin aslp.hahas(ATC lei. i nvr slp 3day 3 night ler lah!)
but oh well. the NEXT DAY. HE CALLED ME DARLIN. #&$^**%^*@@
hais. lol. well. his today is forever. cos there'll always b a "today."---he said this with a cheeky look.

i miss u.i wish time would fly really soon. so i'll be with ya again.

ben~=)
benjamin huang!

what do i tink of u?
u're sweet, kind, extremely helpful and caring. always always always there for me.
but u're indecisive, u put others b4 self too much u're constantly bein taken advantage of.
u tink too much. u're too emotional and sensitive as a guy.

but u noe smth?
u're my bestie.bestie since sec 2(oh my lord!i tolerated u for 5 yrs plus!:P)
whatever it is,whoever u are. i love u to bits.
that's y even if u're angy or upset. i will still say things right from my heart.
i noe towards her i've nvr byn a bestie that is super duper tellin u wat u wanna hear.
i tell u str she's immature, and i bring up issues of ns.not to put u down.
but u noe. at the end of the day. put it plainly, i wan u to b happy. i cant decide who u will love. but i can help listen to what is actually in ur heart that is apart from the sweetness now.
i dun care much, i wan u to b happy,xing fu.more than i am.

this is wat bein a true fren means to me. that i'll tell u the truth. not what ppl wanna hear.
but. i'm here. whatever choice u make.
i'm jus here.

i'll b with u thruout.
the onli reason i'm forcing u to answer me and tell me what ur heart says.
is becos thinkin is different from saying it out.
it takes courage to say wat u really feel.
and doing somethin is completely different from tinking and saying.
it takes love,hope and determination to do it.

ben. its a qn of wakin u up.
a qn i wan u to really face amongst the lovely music.

! kiwi™ 88 ! says:actually since b4 Y.ONG i have always target tt i wld only go into a r/s when i can picture tt person to be my wife...
! kiwi™ 88 ! says:and i want to build on it...

so tink abt it. u dun need to give me an ans. jus know it urself.

*takes ben's hands into mine and squeeze them really tightly*

u know fate loves to play this game on us.

we were in love. very much.
u were my first.
its jus. i din know and wasn't tinkin abt r/s den.
i went with sumone to agitate u.
n so did u.

i rmber our last 2 person outing.
whrby u sat beside me.
n told me to close my eyes.
to tell me to breathe in the air with u
cos we'll walk diff paths from then.
u ask if i'll forget u.
i rmber u telling me once.
as u wiped by tears away
that u'll never wanna be a best fren to me.cos best frens share happiness and sadness.
but u wanna b my hankerchief. so when i'm happy i can forget abt u.
but when i'm sad. u're the first thin i would take out n wipe my tears.

i rmbered tellin u.
u're bein silly.
true enuff.
we never went out alone anymore.
either as a grp or as time goes by. everythin jus dissolved.
or mayb it was me.
u noe. i lived in ur shadow. i did. n i wanted to grow n not depend. and i did.
i block all contacts betw us.

each time when i'm down. jus one fone call.
u're there.
i rmber how u stood by me, even when i was really playin with ur feelin den.
how u told my frenz. u believed in sumthin in me.
"ni shi wo bi xia de ling gan.
shi wo ti bi de yuan ying."
i missed u so much. till i wrote a short story abt u and it got published in a book.

u r the courage in times of weakness.
until i met paul.
slowly, he took over u. in so many so many ways.
until he completely erased everythin in me regardin u. till i learn how to love. trust and fall again. knowin he'll jus b there.
today. as ur hands wrapped arnd mine. its jus a fragment of the past cutting into me.
i noe both of us were tryin very much nt to cry.
"what are u doin here?""ni hai hao mahs?" we both said it at the same time.
congrats for gettin into law school. its prestigous.

i wanna say thank u. for bein a part of my life.
to you. "i love u" is never enuff. its really. "more than words"
love is smth we crossed. and now. its jus a memory that we hold close n dear.
to you. "thank u" is never enuff. without u i would never have byn here. alive n happily in love.

sorry for lying to u.
sorry for not standin by u.
sorry for not asking abt ur feelins
sorry for expectin u always to be a listener
sorry for never letting u have a chance to speak
sorry for putting u always always in a spot.
sorry for not letting u noe i love u den.
sorry for holding u back.

u raised me up. u did. and i wanna say finally.
goodbye to our past, to u.

look. =) jus as u wanted. i'm standin tall. on my own. on my very own feet.

qi shi ni zhi dao qing ren zui xing fu de shi she me mahs?
dui wo er yan.

neng qian shou shi zui da de xing fu.
dang yi xing ai de ren qian zhe shou.
5 zhi shou zhi shi jing kou de.
er na dai biao yi ke xin.
bu shi pu tong de. er shi yi ren yi ban cou chu lai de.

ren chang shuo. shi zhi lian xing.
ye da gai shi zhe ye yi si.

when i see couples around me.
sum of which will patch and see spring in love once again.
sum of which will experience the end of a cycle.
love brings together and also. tears apart.
through love u see each other's whole.
his or her beauty.
his or her flaw.
if love is anything.
it is a pair of tricky glasses.

sometimes it magnifies.
making his or her everyday habit which is so small ever more huge.
intolerable

sometimes it marginalise.
u dun see what the other has done for u.
or if u see. u tink its supposed to b this way.

love is a complicated problem. yet it is often that simple.
it boils down to whether u love or not.
if u do. u learn to accept n give.
with an open heart.

if not. u'll have to either trash it out or learn to let go and move.

today i've seen n heard so much about couples.
its jus a philosophy.
thank u.
for u.
it may sound corny. like every other piece of thank u for u logics.
no. he din do anithin today. chat with me for 20 minutes. n irritate me as usual.

but its jus. that way. that way of comfort. to know we dun always see eye to eye.
but we make a point to love what each other see.
more importantly to dare to tink and slp on it.
and say. "i'm sorry love."

to tell me everyday.
"i love u".even though its disgusting and totally random.
its not about the fanciful meanin behind the word.
its abt a guy actually tryin to say this so that i feel reassured.

but at the end of the day.
u're nt romantic.
u're not a prince.
u dun even have a car. much less a horse.
but u're u. =)
u always hold my hand. and stroke my fingers no matter whr u r and wat u do.
i rmber askin.
"why mus always hold hands no matter wat?why mus stroke or poke my fingers with urs lei?"
u jus said.
"so that u can feel me. and u know i'm jus with u."
u never give up on me. and u'll iron things out and tell me.
"no. dun fuck it. tok it out. if u have to.fuck me."
there. that's u.
thank u god. for paul. for altho he's not everythin i wan. he's everythin i need. =)
praise lord, amen.

actually its all a mistake.
my mistake.
i shouldnt have moved in with them
they r all related.
ACSI boys. his girlfren.
its jus me here that is not their league.
it doesn't feel good

stuff that come out from an agreement.became sum nonsense problem.
i gave in and gave in.
in the end. hais.

2 days w/o dar.
i'm havin missin paul syndrome.

anyways.i'm leavin in 2 days time.
back to uk.
strangely it doesnt really feel like much.
mayb cos its not the day of departure yet.
i'm a totally slow person.
its like SOP for me to cry in the airport.

i'm gonna miss my kids. =))
alicia, evelyn, ruiqi and cheng yun esp.

pls let me now how u do for humanities.i'll be realli interested.
jus wanna say a big thank u. to all my kids. for bein such a star thru the time i'm back.
realli wanna wish u guys all the best. and will include u guys into my prayers!

i love pom pom. feel so weird w/o him around. i feel so kidish.
oh n phuong was realli irritating.
our convo as follows.
"phuong. how much luggage do u have?"
"not much, i'm travelling light this year."
"oh?that's great!how much exactly?"
"jus one big one(25kg) and one medium size one(15kg)"
*trying very hard not to yell into my speech of explaining the fact that travelling light is no where near wat she's saying"
"oookk.den we're travelling by rail?are u sure?don't u tink we should get the coach?"
"no. the train is much faster sam!"
"but our luggage?its alot!how are we gonna lung them?"
"well, jus pretend to carry, den pretend to fall and look really weak.den sumone will help us.i'm sure"
*i was really unable to control my laughter*
"its true!it never fails whenever i attempt it"

lol.presenting to u. my bestie in uk. now u noe why goin back is gonna be not so teary with her around?

my very first stuff toy~.
given to me by the rock of my life.
he said."happy children's day love.couldnt find a bear, so got u a dog instead.u like?"

my eyes were stinging.

i send him off today.
it wasn't much like wat the tv had.
we reached. saw his friends.
i din even have time to bathe la.
accompany him check in.
and had dinner. (and was tryin to eat really quickly for his friends were calling like crazy)
waited behind the pillar while his officer briefed them.
and send him off to the ever famous glass panel.
waved.

my eyes were stinging.

yes. i cried.
i felt like an idiot cryin on the cab home even.

i noe. its jus 45 day exercise. but its the realisation that it hurts to see sumone u love go.
and he has been doin it for 3 times. each time reassuring me.
he'll b jus here waiting for me.

i have pom pom now. n i left u with nothin but memories that would linger in ur mind den.
pls be safe. its dangerous out in the wild.
pls hydrate urself. for it'll be really warm and stuffy.

i'm gonna try blog everyday so u can see what's goin on with me. (cos i know the 9hr difference is alot to cope and still havin to call me.)

i will b healthy. i will cook and eat my meals everyday. promise.
i'll exercise in uk.
i'll promise to keep warm n not fall ill.
i cant promise u i wont cry. but i'll promise u. i'll smile too.

comin to 3 yrs. i'm thankful for u by my side.
thank u for givin in. for always always sayin sorry even when its realli OBVIOUS its mine.
thank u for rememberin everythin i say and makin them happen.
thank u for always doin everythin for me. even flushin the toilet after i use at hm.
thank u for always listening to me. for believing in stuff even i dun believe in.
thank u for loving everythin i love. (esp beanie)
thank u for puttin up with everythin jus to not put me in a spot.
thank u for wakin up every night to check if i'm awake from nightmares.
thank u for always shoppin n payin for everythin i whine about.

thank u. for showing me.
that love is onli love. when after 3 years. u still kiss me n tell me u're proud to have me.
i love u dar. always have.always always will.

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