Monday, January 19, 2009
the gang - the birthday boy. =) 
the non-couple side of the table.
al-fraied's wonderful spread. nise, its so finger licking good.
DIPS that r truely de-li-cious~MMMmmm.
just the remedy for england's la-miserable weather!
talk about being a lightbulb~ there r so pretty ones, u jus dun mind havin them arnd.
SUMPTUOUS IS THE WORD. i love our dinner. it was amazing. esp the chicken wings. hee n of cos the ever glorious dips. but the walk there was bad.
put it this way. i BRAVED THRU ADVERSITY. STORM N WINDS.
i really did. i was blown off my feet n was thrown against the lamp post.
now. all i have is the lingering taste of my mouth and the big boo boo on my leg to remind me of the night.
moments captured! Monday, January 19, 2009.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
have u ever wondered abt weird stuff?
sumwhat i begin to find a version of me. i was confused.
but tokin to paul made me tink.
no its nt like he said anithin. (ok, eugene helped me alot thru tis process of thinkin too anyways)
he jus made the effort to bathe so that he would be awake to hear me.
its probably a pang in e heart, to noe sumone whom u so often neglect is jus there.
he is me. my reason for even doin anithin.
now its no longer abt london attachments. yes. feeding my sisters is impt.
but him. he's my future. my day and the many smiles that will last us through the next 50 yrs.
so i'm gonna try to b whr he is, not the mindless pursuit of my dreams.
and build my dreams from there. for he is my encouragement, my pillar of hopes.
just wanna tink abt a very simple thing.
"i wanna be yours to keep"
sumwhat i begin to find a version of me. i was confused.
but tokin to paul made me tink.
no its nt like he said anithin. (ok, eugene helped me alot thru tis process of thinkin too anyways)
he jus made the effort to bathe so that he would be awake to hear me.
its probably a pang in e heart, to noe sumone whom u so often neglect is jus there.
he is me. my reason for even doin anithin.
now its no longer abt london attachments. yes. feeding my sisters is impt.
but him. he's my future. my day and the many smiles that will last us through the next 50 yrs.
so i'm gonna try to b whr he is, not the mindless pursuit of my dreams.
and build my dreams from there. for he is my encouragement, my pillar of hopes.
just wanna tink abt a very simple thing.
"i wanna be yours to keep"
moments captured! Thursday, January 15, 2009.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
"did u noe, ur msg havent byn as sweet n comforting like the past?"
it kinda prick to hear tis.
but sumwhat i noe its true.
i've byn caught up in a mad frenzy to provide for us.
my billion dollar dream.
sumtimes we jus hit the wall. when we express love in the wrong way.
i always tot providing is great.
budden it seems like all he wants is sumone to cuddle up to.
it jus dawned upon me i havent byn the best gf in the past few months.
i've grown up
certainly have. havin a love hate r/s for capitalism, love wine, also enter the world of woman branding marathon.
lookin back, it kinda feels nostalgic. whr is e samantha i noe gone to?
whr is the girl who can live on 100 a month. n save 200 for savings?
whr is the girl who wants nth but a simple job n e privilege to wait for her love to return?
whr is the dream to want to jus live in a 4 rm flat, with a dog, 2 children and him?
i'm so lost and confused. is it what growing up is about?
i duno what to do now. i wish someone would tell me what to do next?
its so ironic now dat i can cook, i can wash n enjoy doin it.dat i am nw a gd hsewife. but i'm nt wantin to do dat anymore.
it kinda prick to hear tis.
but sumwhat i noe its true.
i've byn caught up in a mad frenzy to provide for us.
my billion dollar dream.
sumtimes we jus hit the wall. when we express love in the wrong way.
i always tot providing is great.
budden it seems like all he wants is sumone to cuddle up to.
it jus dawned upon me i havent byn the best gf in the past few months.
i've grown up
certainly have. havin a love hate r/s for capitalism, love wine, also enter the world of woman branding marathon.
lookin back, it kinda feels nostalgic. whr is e samantha i noe gone to?
whr is the girl who can live on 100 a month. n save 200 for savings?
whr is the girl who wants nth but a simple job n e privilege to wait for her love to return?
whr is the dream to want to jus live in a 4 rm flat, with a dog, 2 children and him?
i'm so lost and confused. is it what growing up is about?
i duno what to do now. i wish someone would tell me what to do next?
its so ironic now dat i can cook, i can wash n enjoy doin it.dat i am nw a gd hsewife. but i'm nt wantin to do dat anymore.
moments captured! Tuesday, January 13, 2009.