Thursday, April 30, 2009

i feel super duper lousy now.
i seriously tot no one reads this space.
and thats y i made everyone i know,swear never to link me.

its jus sometimes when u're angry and need an avenue to vent it.
u tend to tink of a diary.
n this is my diary. its a space in which i am jus who i am without having to consider the world.
like a small little space for me.

i am really sorry for the things i have said. that i din mean.
if u're my fren u would know that sometimes, sam jus gets too emotionally involved and have alot to mumble out to herself.
but she wouldnt confront cos its very hurting to a frienship.

i'm a non-confrontational person as a whole. and my tempers only last till i sleep. even then. i would never ever put on a face or throw it at anyone.

i am realli realli sorry.
anyways folks. will b closing this place down. =)
for the close fellas, i will start smth again soon to inform u guys abt life in uk. -hugs-

moments captured! Thursday, April 30, 2009.

Monday, April 27, 2009

To my sweetest love,

Surprise!! isnt it a pleasant surprise to see me blog here love?

thanks for being there for me through these years, never want to give me up. ^^

its has been a wonderful month love. those times we spent at uk, PRICELESS!

my mind suddenly went blank, not knowing what to pen down here.

heee.

happy anniversary love!

I will love to share some pictures i took during the flight home. it just remind me about us.

Our love are just like the sunrise, ever so beautiful, ever so lovely,ever so fresh.
always bring light and hopes into our lives.

no matter what happen , the sun will still rise to shine.

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS,

Paul

moments captured! Monday, April 27, 2009.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

90th post. =)

quite amazing aint it. i started blogging since sec 3. delete blogs after blogs. becos i hated to let others know abt a private slot from my mind.

now. i jus do it. perhaps. to update many loves i have back home.
also to keepsake certain memories that i have pen down.

today. paul left me to go back home.
this trip.
made us stronger.
it was very much a glimpse to marriage.
like watching tv together. stoning.
arguing about which side of the bed.
arguing about why did the other person take most of the blankie the night before.
cooking dinner together.
sleeping in together.
watching horror shows and pretend to be the bravest amongst the 2 but chicken out at the slightest sound.
it has been the warmest 2 months i had.

paul and i may nt be the best couple arnd.
we dont quarrel but we ignore.
i rmber ignoring one another here for 2 whole days. pretending he din exist becos i was angry.
no one wanted to give in.
finally, he did say sorry.

its been so long. from knowing him in 2002.
from my fren secretly bein in love with him in 2005.
and him being interested in me in 2005.
and me bein attached in 2004-2005. so paul jus was there.
and in 2005 christmas how i shunned him from my life. changed contacts and stuff.
in 2006,how we reunited. how we placed everythin on hold for a lvls and for a fren that meant so much to me.
now 2009. i cant even recall how long are we actually in love for.
but we're still tgt. with so many yrs to look forward to.
i am glad. i chose him.
its been a long and hard walk.
we've been thru so much. it puts dramas to shame.
and i thank god for that.
for makin us fit like jigsaws. for chiselling the ends of our imprefections to suit one another.

i have much gotten used to the fact that he's there. like i dun have to go toilet alone.
becos i'm scared to climb up the stairs at nite.(my hse is big and freaky at night)

lastly, thank you. thank you for so much that i can't thank you enough. for all u have done for me. and for the many things i know u will always do. for the rest of our time together.

moments captured! Sunday, April 26, 2009.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Girls are like

apples on trees. The best

ones are at the top of the tree.

The boys don’t want to reach for

the good ones because they are afraid

of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they

just get the rotten apples from the ground

that aren’t as good, but easy. So the apple

sat the top think something is wrong with

them, when in reality, they’re amazing.

They just have to wait for the right

boy to come along, the one

who’s brave enough

to climb all the way

to the top of

the tree.

sometimes as girls, we thought there’s something wrong with us when not many (or no) guys have ask us out, or we rarely (or never) receive any “signs of interest” from the opposite gender or when the world and majority of the people thinks that its unusual not to have a boyfriend when u reach 18 and above (or whatever age u are).

but, these doesn’t mean that there’s something wrong with you. we need to be more secure of our value and worth in God and not on people.

as the saying goes “good things are worth the wait”.

A girl’s heart must be deeply hidden within God, that a man must find God, to find her heart.

this post from andy warms my heart. thanks!=)

although. i never had issues with men and confidence. (thank god for these lil gifts of mine!)

but i know so many wonderful wonderful girls.

who are less blessed. who fret daily--what is wrong with me?

why doesn't anyone looks at me? am i really fat and ugly?

but look here. dun even give up. not even for one moment! because. u are worth it.

so guard ur heart! and never let it down. because it may be an passerby who threw a rock at u.

it may not be the one truely to let u fall.

look, see and think. do not jump into another's arms and regret. when u do so, there should be nth that u must regret.

for u have choosen. and it is in ur hands and it god's that u shall make it work.pray ladies. for mortal love never keeps anyone strong. but love of god that holds and binds for eternity.

in service one day.

i met one lovely girl called diamond.

ya. everyone laughs when they hear her name, but i asked her why?

she said her parents wanted to leave meaning in her.

so i asked whats the meaning of this name apart from being beautiful and rare.

she said. i diamond is most beautifully formed in the hardest condition. to be piled over time and heated to perfection.

when found.

they will be polished and carved and chiseled.

the more cuts it has, the more beautiful its radiance.

hearing this. i kept quiet.

god love us. and makes us this way. the harder he polishes ur life, the more u go through. the better the diamond are u.

so ladies. u are all diamonds in god's kingdom. some of u are hidden.

some of u are in the tough process of being polished.

whereas some are already diamonds.

do not give up. press on and u may be the one with the best cuts.

those that already are. do not be smug yet. for u may be of the lowest grade. just that u are made and polished early.

go forth and accept every challenge in ur life as if it was a ray of laser to cut u into stm better.

things have happened arnd me. sumone i know. who has always been associated with bliss and fortune. now faces a dilemma. in which that person wants to do stm to jeopardize it all.

i pray lord, that every woman who reads this.

rmber the vows of a virtueous woman(as a wife) in the bible.

that u are suppose to tend to his fields.

that u are suppose to make it bountiful.

do not expect ur men to be everything u want. instead. ask urself. whether u are good enough.

simple acts like.

did u put enough on the table?

did u tend to all his needs?

did u create a safe and warm environment for him to call home in you?

a godly woman does not think of anithin else but her man, his fields and her lord. =)

moments captured! Thursday, April 23, 2009.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

*this post contains M18 content, kids, please refrain from reading. and do not mimick the usage of language of this post.*

u know.

random internet surfing does have certain effects.

1. it makes u extremely soapy cos u're watchin some wonderful drama.

2. it makes u laugh like crazy because u're seeing/reading smth hilarious.

3. it makes it oohh and ahhs. because u gain insights to smth.

4. it makes u agitated and want to do smth abt it.

today for me its mood no.4.

have u guys heard of "ASS" Factor?

its a chic-flick-kinda-reality program, one of the horrendous attempts of mediCORK channel high^no..

NO SHIT.

i am freaking freaking ANGRY BOUT IT.

how come no freaking woman says anything about this show in singapore?

HELLO PEOPLE. isn't this absolutely degrading?

WHY?

in case u don't watch channel HIGH^no. because u, r smart enough, to boycott it.

"ASS" Factor is about a whole group of woman. who will fight for the title of the winner of this "ASS" Factor reality show.

men will b judges to choose the ultimate woman representation of singapore.

I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO UPSET BY A PROGRAM IN MY LIFE.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THEM?

i'm sorry for the course language.

why do u parade urself and let men judge u? do u honestly need a men to tell u to feel good?

to tell u u're good and special? to tell u u're sexy? to tell u to smash pie and look good with whipped cream all over ur body and some stuck in ur vaginal and armpit hairs?

u seriously must have HUGE. I Mean REALLY FREAKING BIG problem with ur ego.

u may even be a victim of depression because you do not possess normal human assurance and confidence. please. go see a doctor to verify. i am deeply worried for u.

i rmber one of the contestants saying this.

and i QUOTE.

"*giggles*huh?why must compete about this. i am just pretty los. i got no brains one. y do u need brains? i want to go home already*giggles*"

i swear i choked when i heard this.

even those ah lians walking on the street won't say such things!

they will say stuff like. "KP lahs, challeng den challeng lah!kia mi kia?"

(it means:why make so much noise, lets get this challenge over and done with. have no fear!)

OH MY GOSH. how? HOW CAN U DO THIS TO THE WOMAN'S RACE?

acting like a monkey according to the men's beck and calls is horrid enough. u have to broadcast thats u are brainless?

men!

do u seriously want a woman who is dumb?

who is jus a pretty looking thing?

so after being fucked by ur boss, u're telling me u wanna come home and face a woman who puts on loads of make up. tells u she spends loads of money but she's nt sure how much cos she can't count?

or do u want to go for a date, only to realise that she can't engage in any proper conversations except compliments for her beauty and what she does to make herself pretty?

"look honey, today i made alot of effort going out with you lei*gigglesx2*"

"oh thats nice, so what did you do?"

"i spend 2hrs deciding on what eyeshadow because i dun know how to match colors"

"so where do you wan to go girl?"

"i don't know lei"

"movie or eat"

"i don't know lei. i pretty?"

"pretty. so how?"

"thank you. i also tink i'm pretty. i don't know lei"

"we watch movie lahs, den go eat."

"i don't know lei"

"ok set, where you wanna watch."

"i dunno lei."

these are the possibe consequences after hearing 5hrs of "i dunno,*giggles*"

if i were a guy. (in uk)

"ok, thats it. we have to learn how to make decisions together. i need ur opinions love."

if i were a guy (singaporean)

"NNB. why u everything dunno wan? very hard to decide meh?"

i am as a feminist thoroughly insulted.

woman, we aspire to be beautiful.

one who is not afraid to show our strengths and weakness.

for men have both strength and weakness as well.

i as a singaporean. am ashamed.

men. are u so superficial? i am gravely upset for u. if u just want a pretty face.

go get a jessica alba sex doll. apparently now it can talk and thats really hot. =)

is this what singaporeans are about? a bunch of woman who conform to men's entertainment?

boobs, butt, bikinis, FHM.

and singaporean men? bunch of horny bastards who all look for the same type of girl as above.

likedat, might as well cater-make ur gf right? order, boobs, bikinis and long hair! UH-HUH! all speak the same way. that way can even exchange GF. how cool is that?

please. say smth against the show. its terribly upsetting and potraying a horrid image of the country.

i am surprised xia xue din say anithing abt this. and u know what. i tink ia xue's prettier than ALL OF THEM. jus because she's real. what she means she says it. its often the joke of town. but its not like them. pretty and horrendous beyond description.

and to get back at men. they should have a "ASS" factor(male) so as to make guys the objects of woman's entertainment to make equality felt.

moments captured! Sunday, April 19, 2009.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

this is a natural occurrence in new caledonia.

i guess for most ppl this is just a heart shape.

to me. this is a mangrove. a lil example that mother nature is constantly with us.

these are the things i stand for and will stand by.

i cannot imagine something so beautiful disappearing just like that.

but mangroves are fragile systems. home to more than 100 over species. and they r disappearing from this earth.

did you know, mangrove gives out oxygen as well. in fact it release more oxygen than a field of similar size.

there are so many things i stand for in life.

take a deep breadth. smell the grass near u.

can u imagine one faithful morning if it all just doesn't exist anymore?

do u know that lake chad used to be 500x its size?

do u know that in some parts of the world, people are only delievered one vat of water a week?

do u know that the black sea is disappearing?along with huge amounts of oil wastage?

do u know as we speak, dubai is erecting a property every 3 minutes in return using up nearly 1m(square) worth of trees for its paperwork?

it doesn't take a lot of effort for you to start loving the lil plot of land u are standing on.

it doesn't take a lot of effort for you to walk to the nearest bin to dispose of ur recycled waste properly.

it doesn't take a lot for you to turn off ur switch tonight and plug it out of the socket before u sleep.

but this lil actions can keep ur hse not as warm, a lil more env friendly.

did it ever cross ur mind. that an average housewife uses nearly 25 plastic bags a week?just for groceries?

but they take at least 500 years to be removed from earth.

and to dispose of them, the amount of toxic gas release into the air by the 25 could kill a baby's brain?

where do all these plastic waste go to?

do you know?

they end up in countrysides.

burnt and burried. mostly in far away places such as indonesia.

did you tink of the children crawling through these dumpfields. and how u might have killed them by not recycling?

every baby is a life. so is every human. we are of different colors,backgrounds and tongues but we're all equals. they do not deserve these.

all it takes is to reuse these bags or to use a biodegradable cloth bag for the next 5 yrs.

do u know certain brands such as n**e.

have sweatshops.

meaning they work up to 18-20hrs a day.

no rest.

and if they do not meet quota. they cannot go home.

they make less than US5 a day and are only paid for the first 8 hours.

do u know a pair of shoes from them cost them less than 1.70 to produce.

including electricity, water, labour fees?

do u know women are paid lesser? and are not given paid for the first 69 days and have to work as trials?

do u know they are sacked on the 69th day? so that the manager can not pay them and make them come back the next day for another trial run?

it is hard.u can do ur part.

i dun own a single product of theirs since i knew.

the world is in our hands. we r the next generation.

tell ur peers a lil vision of mind. and get a lil effort.

it goes far and we can make changes.

did you know the stonehenge(7 wonders of the world) used to be 2 complete circles and a sacrificial stone?

now its so lil left and remain cos of theft and erosion. 100 yrs later. our children can only hear of the beauty in books.is that wat we wanna see?

i have marched against my beliefs before such as no nike day or even world bank.

i buy only fair-trade beverages and try my very best to stand by fair-trade cotton.

how far will u go to make this place beautiful for the future?

moments captured! Tuesday, April 14, 2009.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

i am quite a worry wort.

in many sense. i guess much of my kids read my blog.

there are a few points i would like to put forth to them.

or if anyone who has contact with the NCHS kids. please carry forth my pt.

disclaimer: i do not have anything against homosexuals, not even in the slightest bit.

it has come across to me that there are a few "phases" teens go about these years.

1. being a butch.

what is being a butch and being cool is really 2 different things.

for one. being cool does not necessarily mean u have to indicate interest in a girl.

that is about inclination. some ppl like meat, some ppl like fish.

PREFERENCES.

as MP Thio Lee Ann fights," being homosexual is not innate or inborn. it is a preference. you can say u're born chinese, or born indian. in which it indicates you do not have a choice. but no one says"born homosexual"."

don't give me this crap about being inborn. i seriously don't think it should be classified as an acceptable reason. i do however, agree that you have have some hormone imbalance which results you having either more male or female testerones. which constitutes you to act as a woman or man be it whether you are one or not. and there is nothing wrong with that.

even by eating alot of chickens and eggs, it will result such an imbalance.(just for ur information) rmber clearly, its a choice.

but BUT BUT, look. when a baby is born into this world. when the doctor pulls it out of the tired and wonderful mommy, he would say certain stuff.

"congrats, you have a girl/boy. weighing _._pounds."

then which he will smack the baby's bum and see how it cries to see if it has any windpipe complications by hearing the baby's cry.

he would den tell the nurse, the baby's ethnicity.

DEN THE END.

if homosexual was inborn. or innate. den the proceedure would include.

"congrats, you have a girl/boy. weighing_._ pounds, chinese/english etc, homosexual/bisexual/heterosexual"

GET MY POINT?=.=

and, ALAS the grand nature vs nuture arguement.

nutured to be a lesbian or gay?

for one thing it needs to be continuous exposure.

so all you ppl out there who claim that u have been nutured to this path.

r u an illegal child? cos for all i know, penal codes do not allow non-heterosexual marriages.

or all ur teachers and friends are homosexuals? oh dear, MOE definately does not allow employment for such as i am aware so far. friends. hmmm. i honestly know more heterosexual than homo. please. U CHOOSE THIS PATH.

and do u truely truely know what is it to be a lesbian?or gay even?

its when u as a WOMAN fall in love with a WOMAN.

woman. all woman out there. when u hear of the word woman. u see sumone who has feminine attributes.

if what comes to ur mind is a mohawk hair cut, chains, jeans and guy shirts.

i am deeply disturbed for you.

so lesbian means. u as a female woman goes after another femine object.

if u happen to like someone "SHUAI", den bless u.

u like men. jus that u happen to not realised it. because u are going after masculinity which is a symbolism for MEN. (u don't go around, shit!that girl is so mascular can!so wonderful)so..

*breaks off imaginary chains for these woman* RUN, RUN FREE.

and you can choose not to take one step furthur with ur inclination.

oh my oh my, i love seriously shoes and bags.

especially, TODS, CHLOE, JIMMY CHOOS,

and of cos. LOUBOURTINS. they cost like crazy.

per shoe around 2000 sing.

but BUT. u don't see me buying them like crazy do u? cos i curb and control it.

it is simply ridiculous to want to settle every inclination in you right?

so if u're incline to laugh at sad things, you don't burst out laughing at a funeral don't you. this is called self-restraint.

some inclinations can be condoned. such as erms. everyone is a secret wardrobe singer. i do. i sing whenever i am alone with the music i am playin. even if i sound like a toad. i still will sing. :)

u know what kind of "lesbians" and "gays" i abhor?

those that r doing it because its popularity.

it is simply disgusting.

so if its popular, you'll do it?

do u even have any backbone or character. wait. so u are wanting to be like everybody?no identity. no individualism. "just follow the flow"?

in the US, it is popular to masturbate.

so. do u do it? take a dildo and run arnd pokin it in and out of u?

in the UK, its popular to be seating on the jorks laps and letting them fondle ur body.

so, u're gonna do it as well?

being individual is about embracing it.

and for the nonsensical ppl who claim to be FEMINIST. and dressing and acting butch to show it off.

I SO FEEL LIKE SLAPPING U.

u make real feminist like me be associated with crap. do u even know what feminism means?

its core values? its revolutions and standings? its research methods? or even its very simple founder?

DONT FUCKNG BULLSHIT ME.

feminism in its essence its about recognising that woman be given recognition not as equals as physically as men. but to embrace our qualities, virtues that makes us different from men. such as empathy(ability to relate and care) to things and making the best of it. looking at the world in a female point of view. HELLO. what's so wanna be MEN about it. u're making all the mothers of feminism turn in their graves.

by being men. u onli show one thing.

u think its better to be them, THAN U.

that their clothing, their style is better than being a woman.

that acting and speaking like them, popularising their mannerism, it only shows how "horrid" being a woman is.

U ARE MAKING THINGS WORST FOR US.

go and study feminism for 3 yrs den challenge me. =.=

i totally urge ppl to reconsider what i have said.

i had been one. a lesbian. i still have inclinations to be better to woman. and i love the company of woman much more than men.

but. i stopped. because i do not believe in the above.

my targets used to be soft,fragile, extremely feminine girls. NEVER NEVER men looking girls.(if they look like men, den i might as well go for the real thing?easier to maintain, nicer to cheat on.LOL.KIDDING.)

all my true lesbian friends. have been such as well. going after female objects. not one confused him-she.

snap out of it and try to find ur own identity. be it associated with any noble causes(GOD, PHILOSOPHY) or even trival matters(handicraft). it makes u special and its cool in ur own way.

and i salute u for that.

next. about emo. AIYO. emotional.

we all have times like this.

this is its meaning in oxford dictionary.

• adj. of or relating to a person's emotions: children with emotional difficulties.

∎ arousing or characterized by intense feeling: an emotional speech. ∎ (of a person) having feelings that are easily excited and openly displayed:he was a strongly emotional young man.

but pls pls dont tell me. u are constantly emotional. how can u be so?

intense feeling. look. it can only be possible for one moment.

u can be extremely happy. (eg. ur mom gives u one million to spend and u won 10 million lottery money)

u can be extremely sad. (eg. someone close died. or ur crush fell in love with another guy and that guy proposed to her and u're gonna be her best man and that guy is ur best friend)

u can be extremely angry. (eg. u came homw. u saw ur mother digging ur room and ur father wearing ur new pretty clothes that u've never worn before and HE LOOKS BETTER THAN U DO. BUT HE BROKE THE SEAM AND THE BUTTONS FELL)

u can be extremely disappointed which leads to sadness.

say these are the 4 main emotions. if u are constantly emotional.

there can b 2 scenarios.

u have one emotion eg.happy. and it last for 2-3 yrs. rmber it must get better ok so that it can be intensely felt.

(so ur mom gives u one million, u won 10 million. then u r the illegal heir to the king of dubai, den u found out that u r shortlisted into hollywood. den u realised that brad pitt is staring at u sheepishly and den u find wang li hom wanting to send u back home.den u see that at home hollywoods top 10 sexiest man wearing nth but boxers in ur new home which is bigger than any english castle)

but. u noe. its hardly ever gonna be likedat. i reckon if it is so. u will probably be so happy till u died of heart attack.

or that u realised that u're in heaven. which means u're dead.

another possibility. is that u have many emotions at one go.

(u won ten million lottery, suddenli ur bf dies of leukemia and den u realised ur best friend is preggie with ur bf's son and u lost ur lottery ticket)

u will probably wanna kill urself so. its not emotional. its called going bersek.

so as u can see. we all cant survive on these situations. so please don't constantly put up an emo look. it can b very worrying.

anyways. i tot most ppl like being secretive? why putting ur emotions on ur face constantly to make the whole world know ur tots. arent u becoming a dumb blond or boring person to be around with.

the only other reason i can tink abt being emo would be,

u are trying to lose weight.

yes u hear me right---trying to lose weight. it is scientifically proven that if have to make ur face constantly(making it look upset, disappointed and angry) it takes much more muscles than relaxing. up to 50 times more! so these ppl are obviously obsessed with weight loss. try to comfort them when u see them and tell them

1. u can see thru their efforts in losingnweight

2.hug them and tell them they r beautiful enuff and u love them for who they r.

sweet.:)

moments captured! Saturday, April 11, 2009.

Sunday, April 05, 2009

we're leaving for oxford. den to bath. =DDD

most exciting shoppin places in the world!

beicester village here we come!

moments captured! Sunday, April 05, 2009.

Friday, April 03, 2009

Day 1We headed down to HARRODs. to collect our tickets for paul's soccer game (Arsenal vs Hull city). truely amazing experience. the fans were singing along and paul acquire a whole new vocabulary of swearing words. Such as D**khead! OH G**damnit! Ahh. the beauty of english. :)

Day 2

Attractions and of cos, jolly old oxford street! Mr tan was amazed by every single thing including food. We went to ripley's believe or not gallery. how cool is that?

The above picture is made with thousands of sweets! in tubes and the colours created the effect of a face. :))

THIS IS SOOOOOO AMAZING CAN! hee. its a car covered by crystals. and you think that's posh? wait till u know that its a mini cooper! :DDD (nisey see!i'm not the only creative soul for cars!)

"Its the cir--CLE of life~"

We decided to be truly londoners by watching musical. kinda ATAS. :) its kinda funny, back home when we think of dating we're always trying to arrange it in a cinema. so that the guy can secretly wait for that moment to "protect" your "pretending-to-be-terrified" girlfriend. sorry folks! they don't do such thing here in london! its a different kinda romance altogether---do it the West End way! its really wonderful to see the performers weaving through the crowd. For one thing, you can actually see and feel them. ^^

just a piece of advise though: Save hard for such a musical burns a hole in your pocket instantly!

This is the famous St Paul's Cathedral.

It is a place whereby u can see god's might. :)

its lovely. in a way u will stand in awe of the lord's might. since before christ this church stood. 300BC was its first building on the same site. it survived the bubonic plague and the london's fire. it stood beautifully in war. as the guardians of the church stayed in there. removing fire sparks in the dark.

there had been many miracles in history for St Pauls.

one of which would be that before the war. (i do not rmber how long before)

a letter was send on christmas to the dean of e church saying :"the walls build to support the domes are hollow. it would not be able to stand for long."

so the dean closed the church and filled up the pillars.

during WWII, a bomb flew in from the window. landed right in the middle of the dome ground. causing one of the biggest explosion within St Paul's. but it did not collapse. thanks to this anonymous letter. had there been a collapse. the church would have definately crumbled in war.

i guess. :) god knows and loves his people. he kept all the guardians of the church safe. and the building safe. for he must know after the war. it will be a place whereby many would seek refuge in.

moments captured! Friday, April 03, 2009.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

snip snap snippets.

i am super frustrated but the man of my life acted looney to make me happy.

First attraction: the tube.

come up and take a closer look. ARSENAL.

to all the men that love seeing other men chasing after a round piece of rubber with air in it.

u would recognise tis. =)

yes! we went to arsenal game. paul couldn't stop smiling when we were there.

i have completed one essay!^^HOORAY.

have 3 more to go.

and 62 more days my exams will arrive.

i am determined to do well and get my first.

my blog template is FAR FROM DONE. hais.

but the main pic is a wonderful assemble by paul.

all from his artsy mood album.

sumtimes. i think that he has a knack for all these.

he would run arnd gettin the best light with our super basic camera. so we have loads of cool photos now. i feel super classy outta a sudden. =D

during end march i went a few interesting places.

LONDON

- its interesting because....... i went to many historical sites!

SPAIN

- i seriously dun encourage ppl to go to go if u are not fam

iliar(first timers esp) or if u can't speak spanish and don't look fierce.

- we nearly got pickpocketed.

in what way? sum guys concerned us and told us they were polic

e. and showed us their pass. and begin to request for identity and perform search.

N THEY BLOODY GRABBED MY CREDIT CARD!

TOTAL A**HOLES. and someone came by and shouted at them. they panicked and tried to run.

guess what i did? I BLOODY GRABBED THEM WHEN THE

Y RAN.

I SHOUTED. HE TOOK MY CARDS!!!

yesh. i did it!and i pryed into all his pants. and wanted to even dig his underwear.

i was quite afraid though.

moments captured! Wednesday, April 01, 2009.